Sorie to block after so long..coz com got a bit problem cant get into blogger..Recently wasnt doing well coz having a slight fever,sore throat and cough..feeling terrible..somemore my grandma cant make it le..she were just go anytime..i noe that born,old,sick, death is wat everyone of us were go through de..as a nurse i have been trying to act strong in front of my family..but inside me i were always keep memories that my ah ma gave me..she use to chat with me,walk ard but now she cant do anything of the thing le..her condition is getting worst everynite my family were came over n visit my ah ma..like today i sit beside ah ma,aunty was just rite behind me she kept on crying n crying..den uncle came told ah ma not to worry n touch her head..that scene tears just roll down..i think ah ma is veri fortunate to have such a good son being with him all this while..now the family already discuss abt ah ma funeral thing le..oni my dad n eldest uncle agree to burn ah ma but the rest of us cant bear to burn her..when ever talk abt this it were just remind me of wat happened 2 years ago when shimin was being burnt..though that time we r just 3wks frene but we r just close like sister i almost cried till i fainted thats y i cant bear to see ah ma being burn..

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6:34 AM

First day working at department store, wear the wrong shoes bcoz it should be in black colour but i have throw my nursing shoes away le so i just wear the red 1..luckily aunty got a pair of black shoes at the department shore so i don have to go n get a new wan..standing the whole day making my leg damn painful..My colleague is all aunty..i hate the pple who look at me in another way..kept on asking how am i related to annie..i didnt say anything just kept quiet..wat am i supposed to ans??Anyone understand my feeling??Was thinking of just working till the end of this month but i also doesnt wan aunty to noe the real reason..can anyone tell me wat should i do?? at 5pm ytd when i was abt to knock off..my grp 0641 which include jason,kel n rasidah came to find me den we went to national stadium..but ytd there is another malay gal who join us who is rasidah frene..Arrived at the kallang mrt ctrl there was damn a lotz of pple..we took a bus n stop somewhere near s'pore indoor stadium den we went round n round trying to find the "big screen" that rasidah mention but ended up it was already 7pm le..we still cant find so we decided to go to my hs n watch the rest of the performance n watch firework but who knows we cant hire any cab so ended we sit behind the stadium till 8 n finally the beautiful firework just appeared in front of us..jason n rasidah took their hp n video the firework but jason hp was veri blur..this is the most beautiful firework that i have ever seen coz got someone beside me..hehe..
After firework we walk all the way out to the main road n wait for my dad to come n fetch us as it is veri difficult to hire a cab over there..den we head to beach road for dinner..after dinner we walk to bugis n take transport home but along the way everyone seem to be trouble..kel was trouble with claudia thing,rasidah was trouble with her guy thing n oni after we left den i noe that jason was also trouble by his ex thing..though the 4 of us is so close but there r always certain thing that 1 or 2 of us do not noe..but no matter wat happened we r veri grad to have one another around..along the way edmund called so i supposed something happened to him n ling again..he say that he is veri bored so i ask him to come over my place here the playground and chat but he say he feel like drinking so i acc him down to life for awhile..instead of hearing his problem think he was the one who hear my problem..i dont know y i feel this way but ytd while waiting for ed at life i suddenly feel like crying as if a lotz of things is bothering me..maybe i didnt know wat is troubling him so i also feel veri uneasy..anywax rite after drink we went hm together with my xiaomei..hehe

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7:13 AM

Today after sch ard 3pm i meet up with yan xuan n go her house to revise sch work..as i got exam coming soon..Think her family really met with lotz of problem too..her dad was out le but attitude still the same making yan xuan so frustrated..everytime saw her mother her mother were cried de..said that she dont wan to live anymore coz no point as husband always bully her..think her mental got a bit of problem le..she really got to learn n cope with her stress if not she were really go crazy de..haiz..jia jia you ben nan nian de jin..after revision i went home for dinner..ltr still gotta go to momo as ah seng as us to go bcoz tonite there were be a party so just go n add in the fun..hope that the entrance fee is free lo..lol..

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6:05 AM

Lolx...My best frene cassendra is back in s'pore again..she were be joining for svc with me too..so happi lo..haha..ytd evening after my lesson i went home for dinner..ard 6plus i received a private call so i thought that its ling who call me coz her house no is private no who knows its cassendra she just reach s'pore n she call me from tpy..n ask me whether she is able to stay at my hs for i nite so i agree anywax she also use to stay in my hs ma..somemore all her luggage is at my place also..she were be staying in s'pore permanently as she came here with agent so she has found a job n were be here for long..soon she were found a room in s'pore n my hs were be more spacious liao..hehe..
Today came to sch just for a lesson at 11am till 12pm den all the way till 4pm den i got a lesson..haiz..now i am damn boring coz no one was with me lor..kel also don noe lesson till wat time le..msg and call him also no reply..sian..

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10:22 PM

Once again its nurses day again..Never in my life i am going to forget that this day is shimin Birthday..This morning after breakfast i went down to cck columbrium n visit shimin..none of my frene is free to go with me coz they got lesson in the morning 8am..so i went there alone..everytime when i go there, there is always such a weird feeling..there is always so much that i want to tell shimin..i always remember wat had happened 2 years ago..But the ca fare today spend me 20 over dollars lor..feel like crying sia..the meter jump damn fast sia..haiz..
After sch i went to orchard n meet karen..it has been such a long time since i last met her..hehe..think she is veri happi leaving now..she get along veri well with her current bf compare to daryl..But her da xiao jei attitude were nv change de..we went far east walk walk den we went wheelock fish n co n have our dinner..btw thw fisn n chips there is damn oily till i almost vomitted lor..so guilty after eating lor..n my hp was damn flat now..whole nite no one can get me n i finally got my charger work...haiz..need to waste money again...

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7:58 AM

Shimin move to her uncle hs few weeks ago n ytd she open a hs warming..but due to work i didnt go but instead we go down to life for a drink bfore going shimin hs n slp..actually we plan to go the red pub but gillian no longer work there bcoz the pub concept has change she didnt like it so she quit so we change n go life..hehe..Dont noe y shimin went to open 1 bottle of vodka lor..but by the time i reach the vodka oni left a little little bit le..bing ling drunk ard 6 glass ytd n she got drunk..due to leng got to go first so i go to shimin hs with ivy n bing ling..To all our expectation bing ling n melvin finally together le..lolx..they 2 after contacting sometime finally got together le i also feel so happi for them lor..but in the future definately we were make fun of them de..
When for svc this morning n was late coz i went to eat breakfast with leng as both of us are damn hungry lor..When we arrived there is a long queue outside hall 8..Long time nv see pastor kong le..so happi to see him again..hehe...From 22/7 -17/9 pastor kong were be preaching on "Making marriage work"..today is the first day i went for this course..its so fun n funny..lolx..today lesson 2 talks abt the couple's role..Now back to hm again need to do my hmwork le..sian ahh...

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12:36 AM

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12:36 AM

My bao bei sister went camping ytd were be back on fri..dad working..was alone at hm lor...went online but not much people just to see 1 person..haiz..think i abit siao sia..lolx...
Repeating modules with all guys doing my presentation..make me so sian..coz they really not as hard working as girls..haiz...all leave the work to me make me headache lor..somemore maternal modules the sharon fung so sian lor..teaching oni make me wan to slp...After so many days really dont noe wat sld i write le..shall update again lo...miss u guys...

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10:04 PM